me and the universe aren’t in tune lately and it’s really depressing me.  i want something positive to happen in my life again.  something to give me life again.  it’s been like this for months.  i feel so dead, empty, alone, and lost.  nothing but negative events have occurred in the past couple months and i’m so ready to get out of this low phase in life.  it keeps getting worse and i don’t see an end to it when it all just keeps piling up.  i’m trying SO hard to turn everything around, ‘cause some of it is my fault from shitty choices i’ve made in the past, but then another bad thing happens, and it’s just one thing after another.  idk what to do.  i feel defeated.  and going to sleep in an empty bed makes the pain so much worse.

51 notes

1. gavemyselftomidnight reblogged this from crashville
2. epitome-ofawesome reblogged this from crashville
3. dahcoolone reblogged this from crashville
4. rockguy7 reblogged this from crashville
5. nostalgicmathesiophobiac said: I’m not liking this because it’s happy, of course. I’m liking it because I totally relate; I feel every single thing you just described. And I feel bad saying this, because I hate that you have to feel this way too, but it makes me feel not so alone.
6. nostalgicmathesiophobiac liked this
7. epitome-ofawesome liked this
8. icantfeelmybrain reblogged this from crashville
9. every-r-o-s-e-hasitsthorns reblogged this from crashville
10. highhopes-invelvetropes liked this
11. this-empty-laughter liked this
12. be-creative-about-it reblogged this from crashville
13. be-creative-about-it liked this
14. jklbdlkhas-ljkdsgndfjkl-shg liked this
15. asprinkleofeverything liked this
16. donesurvivinglife liked this
17. thatlittlevoiceinyourhead liked this
18. 08lovelylc08 liked this
19. surfsupanchorsdown liked this
20. takeitalleasy liked this
21. lessh8morelove reblogged this from crashville
22. exceedtheperimeters reblogged this from crashville
23. semicartermatic liked this
24. ijaley reblogged this from crashville
25. ijaley liked this
26. super-paranoid reblogged this from crashville
27. brittanynicole1 liked this
28. scar-t1ssue reblogged this from crashville
29. wonderlandoflostdreams liked this
30. unic0rnmom said: don’t get too down on yourself; if you want things to change you have the power to make things change but you have to believe that they can.
31. sammycrusinix reblogged this from crashville
32. come-fly-in-the-sky liked this
33. nostalgic-th0ughts liked this
34. wordtoyomamadatbitchmad liked this
35. karlabasilio reblogged this from crashville
36. amberthebear liked this
37. perdoneme liked this
38. djdustinmcgee reblogged this from crashville
39. kalimadevi reblogged this from crashville and added:

    It’s coming. Every cycle, completes itself if you let it.

40. misterbriankuan said: me too. me too.
41. nipples-and-tea liked this
42. misterbriankuan liked this
43. oh-dusty liked this
44. soulsofmischiefs reblogged this from crashville
45. magic-pistols liked this
46. crashville posted this